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Fri, Dec. 12th, 2003, 11:10 am

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - Leinad
[ x ] The story behind your Lj user name – It's what I like to do - suck cocks.
[ x ] Are you a lesbian – bi, but not lesbian.
[ x ] Where do you live – A pretty big town in Pennsylvania
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up – gay, fun, exciting, loving

DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet – black leather one.
[ x ] Hairbrush – black comb
[ x ] Toothbrush – green
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - a cross necklace, a hemp anklet
[ x ] Sunglasses - none
[ x ] Underwear – boxers/boxer briefs/briefs/bikini briefs... whatever feels right.
[ x ] Shoes – sneakers
[ x ] Handbag – none
[ x ] Favorite top – My Good Charlotte shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume – Adidas
[ x ] CD in stereo right now – A burnt CD
[ x ] Tattoos - a small sun on my back
[ x ] Piercings – none
[ x ] What you are wearing now – My pajama bottoms, wife beater, no underwear or socks.
[ x ] Hair – short, spiked, dirty blonde.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth – Adam...
[ x ] In my head – songs.
[ x ] Wishing – I could go to AJ's right now.
[ x ] Talking to - nobody
[ x ] Eating – a bowl of spaghetti
[ x ] Fetishes – feet, armpit hair...
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: I don't like murder...
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Adam, Michael, Kyle
[ x ] Is next to you – a bunch of junk.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies – Monty Python, Gay porn movies
[ x ] Some things you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – New Year's Eve...
[ x ] The last thing you ate – a bowl of spaghetti
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of – my mother finding out i'm bi.
[ x ] Do you like incense – yes. i burn it almost every night.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood – no... i'm not sick like that.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - kind of
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven – no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness – no
[ x ] Do you believe in God – no
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die? to be burnt with my house.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy – Jamie
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – well, i have a cat - cocoa
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up – 48 hours straight
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium – no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks – yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin – any, except pennies
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to – Chicago, Richmond (Virginia), London, anywhere farther away from my mother than what I already am.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods – chocolate, chips, ice cream, chex mix, stuff that's too sweet to be eaten, but i do anyway.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – that it's okay to be bi
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better – Adam
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time – Michael, Kyle
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow – I dunno. I don't have work though (today either... I love having Friday through Sunday off)

Mon, Dec. 8th, 2003, 08:16 pm

Today was not a good day. I got up this morning, and Adam was in the shower, so I went in and joined him, and we started kissing... and a little more, but we didn't go too far... damn... I really wanted to though, so I finished showering and jacked off, and came. And... :-D... anyhow...

So, I go to work (after dropping Adam off at the bookstore), and go to our editor's room, with all of our cubicles in it. And I sit there, and read articles, accepting some, refusing others, fixing spelling, punctuation, all of that. So, we get to lunch break, and Jamie comes up to me and starts telling me that she doesn't like which articles I'm accepting, and I say shove it. So, she goes to Tina, the cheif editor, and we talk. And I say that my views may be different that Jamie's and that it's my choice what I want to accept, etc. etc. And Tina tells me that I'm right, but since Jamie's a higher editor than me, that I have to do what she says. And I'm like bullshit! (I didn't really say it though). So, I went back to work, and didn't bother correcting anything, but accepted them all instead. And that REALLY pissed Jamie off. So, I left an hour early, so that I could get to Stover's Market before anyone else who goes shopping on Monday's (normally there's quite a few people).

Mom and Dad were there. I'm like. Shit! I couldn't believe it. SO I do my shopping while trying to hide from them. It worked. Until we both started to head for the checkouts at the same time. I tried to duck back into an aisle, but Dad saw me, and I ended up telling them why I wasn't at work, and the whole story. But that's okay. They're going back to New York tomorrow. They were supposed to go back on Thursday, but they were afraid of getting stuck in the snow, so they stayed until tomorrow. Thank God they're leaving!

So, I'm home now, and Adam just came in about 15 minutes ago. And I'm getting tired of writing this, so... It's time for some fun in our room...

Mon, Dec. 8th, 2003, 07:53 pm
Got this from somebody at gay_boys

First job: Burger King
First screen name: littleboybeautiful
First self purchased tape: ... i dunno.
First funeral: my aunt lisa
First piercing/tattoo: the small sun tattoo on my back
First credit card: Mastercard.
First true love: Michael, my friend. The one who made me realize that I was bi.
First enemy: my mother... damn the woman. damn her to hell.
First big trip: I went to Florida when I was only 17. All by myself... Well, with a friend... but, i'll let him keep his privacy.
First concert: Dave Matthew's Band, when I was 20. sorry.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Some ultra-Christian crap.

LASTS
Last big car ride: to New York two weeks ago.
Last kiss: last night.
Last library book checked out: Cooking for Two
Last movie seen: Bad Santa - Laughed my fucking ass off.
Last beverage drank: cappuccino
Last food consumed: a bowl of chips.
Last phone call: Adam, at work.
Last CD played: Billy Joel - Piano Man
Last annoyance: one of the other editors... Doesn't seem to like the pieces that I choose that are good enough to go into the paper. Damn him
Last soda drank: birch beer
Last ice cream eaten: chocolate marshmallow. My fave
Last time scolded: By Adam... and it was good too.
Last shirt worn: Good Charlotte
Last website visited: Livejournal, Gay_boys, to be more specific.

I AM: bi
I WANT: Adam
I HAVE: a cock
I WISH: I had Adam
I HATE: My mother.
I FEAR: My mother finding out.
I HEAR: Adam coming in the door.
I SEARCH: for my condom.
I WONDER: What Adam and I'll do tonight...
I REGRET: not telling Michael I liked him.
I LOVE: Adam
I ACHE: When I don't get fucked
I ALWAYS: love blowjobs
I AM NOT: wearing underwear
I DANCE: to music
I SING: to my favorite songs
I CRY: When Adam is not home
I AM NOT ALWAYS: truthful
I WRITE: in my LJ
I WIN: jerk-off nights with Adam and friends.
I LOSE: control
I CONFUSE: my friends.
I NEED: head.
I SHOULD: Go to AJ's - the strip club

YES or NO:

x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: other than this, no.
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes.

DO YOU...?

HAVE A CRUSH: yes.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: well, no, not really.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: absolutely not.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: no. esepcially not my mother.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yeah... ;)



CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown/blonde
EYE COLOR: blue
BIRTHPLACE: Albany, NY

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 69
COLOR: red
DAY: friday
MONTH: december
SONG(S): No faves
SEASON: Winter
DRINK: tequilla

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate


IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah, quite a few things. Today is my shopping day.
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: Kyle
MISSED AN EX? : Kyle
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: this one.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: with my chief editor, about the other editor.
MISSED SOMEONE? Michael, Kyle
HUGGED SOMEONE? Adam
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope. Saw them at market though. Purposely avoided them.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: no.
2. Bungee jump?: probably
4. Kill someone? : nope
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? hell yeah.
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? been there, done it.
7. Parachute from a plane? isn't that kinda like bungee jump?
8. Walk on hot coals? no
9. Go out with someone for their looks? yup...
11. Be a vegetarian? no.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? ack. no.
13. IM a stranger? haven't yet, but would
14. Sing Karaoke? do it at AJ's.
15. Get drunk off your Ass? have once. but only once...
16. Shoplift? yup - I don't get all of my Playgirls legally.
17. Run a red light? yup. Like our police really enforce that.
18. Star in a porn video? if i could
19. Dye your hair blue? no...
20. Be on Survivor? maybe.
21. Wear makeup in public?: no. I couldn't do that. Not everyone knows. and frankly, I don't want them to.
22. Not wear makeup in public? yup
23. Cheat on a test? How do you think I got through college?
24. Make someone cry? done it before.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? sure...
26. Stay up all night? all the time.

Sat, Dec. 6th, 2003, 07:22 pm

Hey. So, I'm Daniel. I'm 23. My b-day is October 31, 1980. I live in a medium-sized town in southwestern PA. I've just recently admitted that I'm bi, after living for 8 years of it pent up inside of me. I became bi (or first realized it) in 9th grade, when my friend (who was incredibly HOTT) admitted that he was gay. He asked if I was and I said no... But I've fantasized over him ever since. We roomed together for our first year in college, and he masturbated almost every night, and I did sometimes, but not often. I've had a stash of secret Playgirls for about 3 years now. I've got them all.

I room in an apartment with my friend Adam, who is also bi. We've had a little bit of fun together, but not a whole lot. We're kinda thinking about starting our own little relationship. We go to the local gay strip club often enough...

Well, that's me... I'll tell you more later.

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